Love doesn't exist in my world. Sorry believers. It's shit!

What exactly is my belief? It just seems that,I believe in love,but bacause I am afraid of getting hurt therefore I chose not to believe. But why is it I still seem to believe in it? Love. Having it is like playing with fire. It's like gambling. If you are lucky,you will win in this game. Your prize? The other party. Love doesn't nourish one,it doesnt protect one,it doesn't give one happiness. It makes one a slave to love. In this game,nothing is real. Except one thing. The pain. The hurt. But I can't forget the feelings I once had for someone. It is like a reminder to me that it once exist within me. Or should I say. I once had this hormone within me that produces the "love" feeling. Oxytocin. Love doesn't exist in this world. At least in the world I live in. Therefore,conclusion,I shall not love anyone. Anyone. Not give anyone the chance and the right to enter my life and to hurt me.